Diary

Short notes from the week. Nothing important, that's the point.

August 12

The client who never showed up

Blocked out an hour for a regular who books every Tuesday and then just… didn't come. So I sat in the treatment room with the lamp on and ate my lunch there like a weirdo. Not the worst hour of my week, honestly.

August 8

Shoulders tell on people

You can tell who sits at a desk all day before they say a word. It's always the same spot, right where the neck meets the shoulder. People think they need a new mattress. They need to stop holding their breath at work.

August 3

Miami in August

Nobody warns you that the walk from the car to the door is enough to redo your hair. I've given up. Air dry, tie it back, move on with the day.

July 28

Slow morning

Woke up before the alarm, made coffee, didn't touch my phone for a whole hour. Felt like I'd stolen something.

July 21

Long shift

Six clients back to back. My hands were done by four, and I still had to walk the long way home because the light was too good to waste.

July 14

The thing nobody tells you about this job

Everyone assumes it's relaxing because the room is quiet and the lamp is warm. It's an hour of standing, leaning and pushing with your whole body weight. I sleep like a rock and my forearms look like I row.

July 9

Rain, finally

First proper storm of the month. Everything smelled like hot pavement cooling down. I stood on the balcony until my coffee went cold and felt no guilt about it.

July 2

Beach before work

Set an alarm for six, got in the water before anyone else, was at the studio by nine with salt still in my hair. Best version of a Tuesday I've managed all year.

June 26

On being told to smile more

A guy on the street said it, and I thought about it the whole walk home. I smile plenty. Just not on command, and not at strangers who make it a request.

June 18

Sunday reset

Clean sheets, groceries put away, phone face down. Nothing happened and that was the entire point of the day.